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Showing posts with label Life as a Brikhaus...(poetry). Show all posts
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Wednesday, February 19, 2014

Pieces of a Man




Our friendship stemmed
from the fallen petals
of black roses, thorns
deep into our jagged hearts
thriving droplets of hope.

Spread out before me, imperfections
there was no complexity about him
Or so I thought, colorful details
at every curve, glimpsing excitement
at the thrill of possibilities.

Muses, we knew we had, a darkened hallway
led to locked doors, the right-side
of the brain, souls outlined in ink, tears
And sleepless nights: haunting things.

He divulged to me his admiration
purple hues which spilled forth
from my darkness, passion of my nature
months passed as petals fell to the earth, cupped
only by the wind of his words.

You see, there was never a facade
only the raw sting, of his words
whipping against my blushing cheeks
I have nothing to offer you: literally.

He never minced words, simplicity
in his explanation, or so he thought
As if black and white didn't make grey
Coercing perplexed crimson sentiments
scattered by my searching hand.

He was always forthright, the skeletal key
Visible, in the keyhole
No whimpering. No doubt. No regrets lingering in the shadows, 
that his hands would never tamper, with the bones
stirring in our closets.

The saddest thing, I realized
was not the power in his words, but
the worth of his hand, weighted
in every moment lost, raw feelings
nurtured in the torture of prickling thorns.

Be advised, my mind warned me
tangled vines thickly grace those cracks
Do not tip toe through the hallway barefooted
hold true to your instincts, STOP!
Sneaking around in the dark.

I asked my myself, Are you sure?
Yank the key straight out, and
See the light, your own hands
holding the calavera: sweetness.
Pieces of a man, this puzzle: a thorn.
Meant to be, to blossom.

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Inter Nos...




While the knight was on his way
to perform his basic duties in life
the Queen’s thoughts were engulfed by the memories and sensations
imposed on her.

In her world she functioned and performed her duties
as was expected of her
as she was dedicated to doing
out of the love in her heart and the honor she lived by.

For so long she lived without real love
had lost the love of her king
to the dedication of his duties to his realm
ignored and abandoned to be a mere subject, like any other in the castle.

Until one day in the King’s absence
the knight had to report to duty, to the Queen
it was his first time meeting the Queen in person
the minute he laid his eyes upon her, her beauty overwhelmed him.

Their eyes met and locked into a long glance
he thought she was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen
she was more than a mere Lady, Princess, and Queen
she was a Goddess, ethereal and heavenly, he knew at that instant that he would love her forever.

The Queen realized through their glance that the knight was special
she knew she would let him into her world
that lacked love, laughter and companionship
with honor in his heart, he treated her with the dignity that she deserved knowing he may never join her pedestal.

They met privately in her chambers to share intimate moments
he passionately loved her and she embraced him with her heart
she opened her mind to what he had to offer
her soul ached to feel the intensity of a deep love for him.

Until one day, the realization of what was came to fruition
she could no longer continue the façade of what could not be
their lives were not in the same place to coincide
she knew in her mind she had to deny herself the passion.

Their private moments together were few but special
the last time they made love they both knew something had changed
they could see it in their eyes and feel it in their hearts
tears ran down their faces and their lips quivered.

Slowly the scene changed from their magical private moments
To her world of solitude and self seeking fulfillment
She would once again find solace, somehow
In herself and her quest for life’s meaning.

As she watched the knight ride on his horse from her tower window
he disappeared further and further into the forest
her heart weighing heavily because she knew the pain to be faced
with the last traces of his kiss on her lips.

She knew how empty his cup had been; hers had been as empty too
she knew he was special, he would think otherwise
she gave herself to him; he took that with him, just as she kept him
And, her world would never be the same.


Monday, August 20, 2012

Mnemosyne's Transient Madness




Within me, dwells forgiveness
along side an endless devotion, the best half,
I thought was a part of me.

He lingers, caused discomfort
questioning happiness,  hovering cloud of new hues
harping at me, coerced answers painted by numbers.

Broken by betrayal, awoken at wake,
his beautiful beloved, flowing black cascades
gracing this earth on broken wings, her mortal angel.

Our years, layered endless kisses of hello and goodbye, lacking passion filled locked lips
trailing side by side footsteps, blanketed nightly cold foot caresses,
frost bitten indifference crushing fugacious blossoms of lust.

Wide eyed, crying, thrashing claws tearing my soul
excruciating, numbing, ears ringing
sounding alarm for the death of discontent.

Chaotic chambers, deeply running crimson
suffering lack of dissipated remorse,
resenting disconnection of our connection.

His energy, brush swirling bits of precious color,
carbon- set oil paint, canvas of my being, existent,
darkest soul, my bountiful beating heart.

My final goodbye, withered feelings blown weightless
opposite direction of my flowing heart, chosen path
believing, the best half of me, saw a dire death, do us part.

Gripped hands, chasing momentum
faded strokes of endless adoration, wanton cheeks germinating seeds of fervor,
visiting his tomb of bouquets, draped in memories of us.

Morbid reality, sharply striking,
piercing truth- forsaken and forlorn,
my eyes stinging salty recognition, moment of deja vu.

Vivid gazes, wandering stranger
soul searching pure relevance, but none found
no denial witnessing death, only a stranger, then I knew for sure.


Friday, June 29, 2012

Rays of Sunshine




As I walk through the days of my life
Basking in the warmth that lingers in my soul
I contemplate tossing my shaded vision
Of a passion filled world...

Clouds bedded with fervor but meaningless kisses
Lips that whisper empty wantonness
Cumulous moans coerced by rainstorms
Richly decadent moments floating in grey skies...

The hallow whistling of the wind
Unable to grasp it's meaning while it whispers to me
As it blows to the far corners of the world
Whisking stolen caresses on blushing sweet cheeks...

Moments consuming my endless appetite
Seeking sustenance for my hungry soul
The perfect nutrient dense meal of love
My thriving heart travels to find...

Unexpectedly from the corner of my eye
A ray of sunshine that was you
Pierced my lackluster tints
Blinding me almost instantly...

Taken aback by the projection you exuded
A smile touched my lips
This meaningful connection warmed my heart
Creating a unified synthesis of affectionate emotions...


 Rainfall dissipating from my sad eyes
Followed by the sounds of my laughing voice
Lifting the weights of my excess baggage
Of loss, sorrow, rage and despair...

My moments with you, few and far in between
Kissing me at sunrise and kissing me at sunset
Your heated presence always lingers, keeping me warm
Bursting your enlightened state of mind, even through dense covers

When I fear falling back into a deep dark hole of despair
At my lowest point, barely hanging on
You are the Jacob, to my ladder
Beaming hope, even while diverging the storm clouds of daily life...

Cemented in a solid foundation of sincere adoration
You stand as my pillar of light
Radiating a love, as red as the purity of your heart
Steadily walking the tightrope, that is the horizon of our friendship...

You directly irradiate the clarity of honesty
The intensity of pure unadulterated trust
A strong gift of character, forever casting doubts into the shadows
Uniquely spreading rays of joy into my life...

My smiling lips more a rarity than normality
As I reciprocate your gaze
Gleaming face of sunshine
Reflecting upon me
The mirror of happiness...

Friday, May 11, 2012

From the Deep Black...







Enshrouded in a deep obscure sleep
enveloped in chronic blackness
as if called by a voice in the shadows,
I awaken to my own deep crying.
Drenched in the tears running down my face
sweat seeping from pores,
body is cold
as a block of frozen ice,
heaving chest gasping for air
densely weighted by emotions .
I am unable to shake this hold over me,
fear grips me tight strangling me,
feeling like near death.
Somehow shallow breaths guide me in complete utter darkness.
I suddenly see clearly;
heavy heart dragging crutches,
weakened by a long emotional journey;
indeed, a masking of the truth.
My gutsy galleon this night
harbors at the portal of my soul,
setting me free on a voyage
as the coarse grind of briny deep awaits me.
Forced to walk the plank
to dive into the depths of love’s chaos,
I peer below my shaking bare feet
past the gentle flowing of my nightgown,
softening glow of circling fins,
mesmerized by the monstrous beauty
of this freshly painted image,
wetting my thirsty desire.
I refuse to grab the crutches
for fear of sharks fending their next meal.
Baring more pain than I can handle,
releasing the shackles
I take that much needed step,
plunging into electrifying currents
toward the longing warm embrace
and desirous tender kiss.
Gouging deep into my gut
I gasp for breath again,
risking sanctuary,
trusting loyalty.
My spirit expands, lively clarity
calming my agony,
alleviating the pain.
Pain, so fresh and profound
resurfaced by a new angel,
I envision from the deep black
bringing what I see as the apocalypse.
My nemesis with the heart of blackness
forced to reckon with my demons
kept alive and fed by angst,
two forces tear me.
My faith is the test,
allowing my intuition
to reaffirm a trusted soul
already in place,
bringing to fruition
love again returned,
soul again nurtured,
life again to live.
Halcyon quickly revisits me;
warmth engulfs my body
lifting tension, dissipating into the night
I lean back,
rest my head against the pillow
closing my eyes.
Sensing graceful levitation,
serenity filling me once again,
knowing all will fall into place;
I quickly return to a tranquil sleep
fiercely gripping the noose
which tightly reigns around the shoulders of my courage.

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Ambrosia...



I escape my confining imprisonment
freeing my shackles of solitude
held captive to the chastity of love.
Forced to conceal my true nature
I become exhilarated, the idea of love.

Precious, myself to be.
Captivity no longer disguising my divine being,
Dulce Calamellus Blossom.
Unfolding my bloom, my presence known
I become the focus, my swollen petals.

Almost driven mad, a fit of insanity
I become un-tamable in my new quest.
Offering what he truly seeks, elixir of life.
A potion sought by  gods, to be consumed
my sweet toxic hallucinogenic ambrosia.

Preparing, sharing my love
knowing, medicine of the heart
I exhibit facets, elements.
My being chemically brewed, a unique tonic
realizing no alchemist shall ever concoct my unusual properties.

Airing my intense perfumed aroma I attract him
opening my petals, reaching out to him.
Inflamed with passion, the sight of me
rich in energy, he cannot resist my call to nature
sourcing  protection, his deficient soul.

Releasing my golden syrupy secretion
he consumes sweet nectar of my being.
Invigorated by nutrients of my honey
stimulated appetite displaying satisfaction
never demurring, being fed delectable delicacy.

Understanding, sharing the fruits, my flower
my offer, overwhelmed of his partaking,
precious I know to be.
Treating diseased heart, destroyed soul, discovery of happiness
my Ambrosia, main ingredient, elixir to life.


Tuesday, February 14, 2012

...Body Rockin'



MMMMM…
Baby Boy

How…
you SMACK me on the lips
with that juicy KISS
pull me in close
rub me HARD
wrap me in your arms
BODY against BODY
and…
tightly LIFT my hips

You make me FEEL, SoOoO…
LusciouSSS

Squeezing me TIGHT
HEAT taking flight
like a hound with a scent
you instinctively trek
nose SWEEPS my skin
reaching my sexy neck
LIPS touching down in my nook
oh baby…
that’s a sweet SPOT… you just took!

You make me FEEL, SoOoO…
ScrumptiouSSS

My defenses have dropped
feeling WEAK in the knees
WARM lips keep treading
I can’t believe…what a TEASE!
intensity rising
no DOUBT,
you aim to PLEASE
groping and grabbing in ACTION
oh mYYY! …
baby boy
I think… I just MET Mini Me
I mean YOU
your buddy
he IS, you see…
EXCITED to meet me!!!

OH…
It’s HOT in here!!!
Or is it just… ME???

DAMN…

Strong hands KNEAD my flesh
as if it were dough
guessing you’re hungry
cause you…
RAVISH this bod
like a hot PIECE of bread
your appetizer? … until you get FED?
pushing and prodding all of my buttons
UNTIL they worked
your mind said…
FUCK the instructions, I’ll figure this out

I don’t NEED them!
as you laughed in your own HEAD
It didn’t take long for you
to get me so…WET!!!
Did you use map QUEST?
if I put money on it
that would be… a winning BET!


You make me FEEL, SoOoO…
DeliciouSSS


YEAH…

What you SEEK
is MY response?
not before long
you will HEAR…those raspy sounds at their PEAK
I don’t recall
How… When… Where…
did my clothes go?
this feels REAL steep
SUAVE mannerisms… SMOOTH moves
in the spell of your DEEP flow
erotic MOANS and sexy NOTES
of which…
only COMES from
my very SPECIAL
privately serenated
LOVE song


MMMMM…
Baby Boy


You make me FEEL, SoOoO…
DizzYYY


OH…
That’s WHAT I’m talking about!!!
How does HE…do that???

You are flying, at the SPEED of a jet
cleary you got SKILLS
In which to NAVIGATE
brilliant blue skies
yet…
causing TURBULENCE
and creating new highs
from ROUGH seas below
and…
massive big WAVES
no floating
no wavering
no BREAKS
I rave
you don’t take it… slow!


MMMMM…
Baby Boy


It’s time for you to MEET me
let’s take it there
we can be FREE
cause
I have been waiting
to ROCK with you…
you know I’m down
too!!!

OH…
Baby boy

Sweaty SKIN
glistening to
DIPS in the hips
grooves in SYNC
meshing of wet and wild LIPS
so pink
no time to think
outrageous tongue TRICKS
quick hand SLIPS
determined in
reaching that DESTINATION
with absolutely
no HESITATION

BABYYY…
Don’t stop!


We’re twisted like pretzels
salt in our GRIND
as I grab your cheeks
you have now… reached my heart
a new location
you will part
thousands of miles
past the land of…MY MIND
talking…below the equator
where HAVOC wreaks
existing heavy rain
and…
intense peaks of HEAT
bodies
DISTORTED and CONTORTED
skipping to our own beat
need to loosen our MANGLED wad
grabbing your pretzel
my new snack and TASTY rod


BabYYY…
Are we there yet?

Reaching far into the terrain
and mountains so deep
thinking
I’m glad you left your sports car
and brought your
rugged jeep
cause
this is not the time to fuck around
with our TASK

of climbing those heights
baby…ALMOST there
Yes!!! …
This is it!!!
Where?
We’ve reached the PLATEAU
Damn…it was bound
oh…
AMERICA, the
beautiful


…Now you can BASK!!!


BABYYY…
I’m coming!!!