Sketches of me...

Sketches of me...

Quickly captured images...Tidbits of my life...Brief stolen moments in action...

Never to be repeated or duplicated. Every time you get to know me better, things look more and more interesting. It tells me more... so much more about you, than it does me. You tell a story, that I didn't know existed. You share an image, that I didn't see for myself. You express a viewpoint, that didn't occur to me. Seeing me in moments at my best, at my worst, at my silliest and even at my saddest.  Will your mind conjure the final piece to be gloriously beautiful or deeply scary? Will my imperfections make me more desirable in your eyes? Or turn you away? Will you finally understand the compilation that is my image, my concept, my principal? Will you understand me? Make no mistake, you are my creator...my maker. The true artist lives in you. You define what I am to you and to others. When you caress the lines of my soul through defined pressure and my heart with the strength of your hands...I am stroked to reflect what I am meant to be. 

Can you live with that?

Will you speak to the meaning of your creation?

Sketches of me?

Sketched from you...

"Fire and Ice"

...Fire & Ice

Hypothetically...

You want me, and you don't

I logically contemplate

The black and white that is we

Fire and Ice

We are two extreme points

On the spectrum of love

Exhausting, incorrect assumptions

Which deliberately deceive

The logic, our minds reference

In a false dilemma

Forcing us to choose

Through a clouded infiltration of cool heat

Distinctly forming the phenomenon

Of, our perfect shades of grey

Initially...

You drew me in from the darkness

With your light, as sparks caught my eye

Like a display of fireworks

It was transparent

That my abundant Terra

Was in a cool state of affairs

Heart displaying an aura of frozen love

Attempting to deflect your brilliant flickering

Flames of dewy discourse

That warmed the airy inclusions of indifference

In my soiled opaque view of sensual love

Expanded by the dramatic formation of icy distrust

My element, now a frigid crystalline goddess

Bonded by a critically weak and dense less formation

Ambitiously...

Your soul exuded a complex intensity

Sparks grew to vibrant flames

Heating me to my very core

Shifting the abundance of my solid state

The deposition, of my heart

As, confused vapor's precipitated my sad eyes

Through the continuous fluidity of emotions

Chemically altered by electrical charges

From our bonded energy

The true measure of our strength

Uniquely defined mole

Gaining and losing feelings

The expression of our love determined by

How much heated heartache could break us

Courageously...

We fueled our relationship with love

Exchanging the heat of our passion

Thriving our erotic combustion explosively

To vigorous heights

Impacting and shattering the Ice cap of my soul

Wedging the scales equilibrium by

Expressing the dynamic parameters of us

Hovered by a doubtful cloud of hanging icicles

Flexibly moving pure translational devotion

Forever shifting, yet un-altering

The fundamental constant nature of

Our own personal properties

Visibly radiating light on a deeper wavelength

Exhibiting the duality and the unity, of us

Abundantly...

Revealing the colorless spectrum of real love

Profilin' ...

Profilin'...Check me out....Analyze me...Make assessments....

I'm not that easy to figure out! In the sphere of Me...my mind...my heart...my soul. The point of profilin' is to determine predictability, behaviors, mindset. Pleazzzze!!! Really, do we think that all females think alike, men think alike, Hispanics think alike, Blacks think alike, Caucasians think alike,  age group thinks alike? Delusional....Too many factors make us differ. Way too many! I may volunteer information, details that may help you understand me a bit better.  But, that byte of information will never be enough to provide a complete full comprehensible dossier of this Chica...comprende? I don't have life figured out, or myself or even love. I like change. Change is growth. Growth is uncomfortable. Growth is exciting too. It opens windows and doors to tremendous opportunities. Yes, let's keep the sphere spinning with all points balanced. I may need you to be my axial, to support our convergence together so it has purpose, meaning, functionality and beauty in the "we". Just know and remember that even minor evolutionary changes take place daily. 

So, don't waste your time checking me out, unless it's just for pleasure.

You make think we're unrelated...

Or, that I represent a theory or phenomena in your mind...

But, infinitely a highly perceptive profile...

Would lead you to an answer, with a finite limit...

Meaning, there's no overlap...

Profilin'...

Your standing on the same ground...

Ahhh, our minds just met...

-Liz ; )

Getting Leid...

Getting leid...can be a definitive moment between two people, I'm not trying to be crass either. You see, it's an opportunity to express love or extreme like, respect, admiration and a desire to please. Even for those of you who do it quite casually. When you choose someone out of a crowd of people, you're expressing a desire to be with them. Drawn either because of mutual intelligence, mental connection, physical attraction and of course personality. Maybe it's all of the above, which means they've touched you on a deeper level. Than really, it's more than that...something some of you won't want to hear or acknowledge, something some of you will be excited and enticed with. Think of it as a form of welcoming that special person to the fresh and bold flower that is your connection...your intimacy...his or her beauty. It can also mean a sweet yet sad farewell to something that was and can no longer be.

Just remember, it is appropriate and expected...

A kiss must happen...

Before and after getting leid...

Aloha...

-Liz ; )

Submersed...

 

Submersed...in the fluidity of my life. Which is determined by the viscosity of my being. Meaning...We are the true measure of resistance in our own lives. The more friction and resistance we create, for whatever reasons... makes us viscous. Certainly, we all want to be happy and exist in a drama free life. Strive for that...we deserve it! We know, there is no perfect world. But, understand that we cannot control external forces of friction and stress. We can only control our reactions, so that our fluidity is least impacted. An advantage that some of us have over others is...cognitive fluidity. Being consciously attentive and self-reflective. The more in tune you are to yourself, the better you can process life and your purpose in it. And... lets not leave out sexual fluidity. Some of us will live with an orientation that is innate and fixed through our lives. Others, will have a fluidity that allows them to change and adapt in their lives based on their needs, preference and desire. I seek a continuum of learning, exploring and growth as a person. To depths, I have yet to be aware of. 

Deep...

Submersed...

But, superfluous...

In this Life...

Being Neutral...

 

Being neutral...emotionally has it's advantages. Okay, somewhat partially neutral. We're talking about the Brikhaus, not a stone building. Safe to say it applies to you as well. I can't go too long being unemotional or neutral for that matter. Not built that way...implosions, explosions and all sorts of fireworks develop!!! But...through the years I've learned how important it is to take out the emotion of a situation in order to really handle it well, or as it needs to be handled. You see, when emotions are removed than better choices can be made as a result of facts, logic and intelligence. This I did, running businesses and supervising hundreds of employees because... responsibility, accountability and end results were important. When it comes to matters of the heart,  this theory might not necessarily apply as well. Should it anyway? Who am I to say how you should handle your heart. From experience though, I can say I always weigh the pros and cons, logically I do what I think is best and not what my heart feels is best. As a result, I have regrets but in a way that I don't regret. You know? Meaning...things happen for a reason. To dwell on regrets is a waste of time. To contemplate mistakes in order to learn from them, grow from them and move forward from them, that's deep and meaningful. So now...going forward I choose to use emotion and heart, it's personal...this is my life we're talking about. You remember that, when it's critical for you to determine your own happiness. 

Everything else...

Play your cards right...

The difference can be...

Being neutral...

-Liz