I Can't Help it...

Really...Seriously...I can't help it! You can't it either. What? Be myself...that is. Be yourself...that is. Isn't that why your drawn to me? And, I'm drawn to you? These books I write, this blog I write...is not all that I am. If we meet through this, that's cool. If we meet on other terms, I'm not so quick to shout this out. You know? I've mentioned this before...the stigma that comes with writing erotica. My baggage I like to call it. Yes, sex is on the brain a lot. It has to be because that's what I write but it doesn't mean that's all I want to discuss and do. I need breaks from it to keep my mind fresh and flowing. You see, right away people think that erotica and porn are one in the same. They're not! Nothing against porn, it has it's purpose. But, if you look for that here, you're not going to find it. Porn to me is not really real, in the sense that you'll see the most beautiful and well endowed people who have the skills it takes to make those movies. It does take skills...endurance, men have to flick the switch quickly, do many cum shots, blah blah blah. Granted these people are passionate about sex too and I'm sure they practice those skills if they do it for a living. Who does that in real life? Anyway, I write from the heart, from my thoughts, from my fantasies, and from experience. How much is what? doesn't matter and you'll never know. Names and places all fictional. Point is it's real...you could probably say, I've done that or I could do that or I want to do that...because it's do-able.  Comprende? If you want me to be like I am on the blog all the time or how I write in the books...you're setting yourself up for disappointment.  If you're my guy and you say "Baby, can you do that for me? Can you talk like that for me? Can you wear that for me?" Well, as my guy I'm going to take care of you!!! Duh!!! Anyway...I'm just saying. I can only be me. This is no game. 

Take it or leave it...

I can't help it...

-Liz